Busy Busy Busy Guy~~~

haiz....
i reli wish i would have time to update my blog....
but im kinda busy this few weeks...
busy wif exams....
busy wif church ministry and activities...
so after my exam i should have time to update^^
sry guys that long time didnt update T.T
and i decided to change my mind...
im not gonna put my blog as private...
wish me good luck in my exams><

Im Back

On this coming raya, i will be back to KL 2 see u guys...
i will be there for around 5 days, from sunday to thursday...
i hope i will have time to go out with u guys all in this few days...
hope to see u guys soon!!!^^

Cheer Up!!Dont be sad^^

Friday was hui ting's bday,
so we went to McDonald and celebrate her bday,
i walked n took bus to McDonald,
when i reached there,
tudi,bday girl,jia ting,kai xin,michelle was already there,
so i chat with tudi while waiting for others,
when more n more ppl came, we decided to change a bigger table,
so we asked the manager whether she allowed us to use the room which is bigger,
but she keep saying we nid to do this n that in order to use it,
but in the end after some discussion she finally allowed us to used it,
so we ordered food n eat,
i ordered a McChicken n i bought a Chocolate Sundae for bday girl,
after eating, her frens gave her presents n took pics,
then we took out the bday cake,
while we were taking group pictures together,
suddenly SHE came,
thn we asked her to take pictures 2gether,
after finish taking pictures,
we sat down n suddenly she burst to tears,
she cried bcos she rushed to the bday party after her work n she not yet even had her dinner,
during her work, she did her best in order to finish her work n attend the bday party,
whn i saw her cried,
my heart had a sad feeling, n i almost cried,
i wanted to buy her porridge n comfort her,
i choosed porridge bcos she say she wan to slim down n tat time she was cold,
but in the end i didnt buy 4 her,
cos i scare she will decline it,
ive been smsing her, asking her" Are we still frens?",
but she didnt reply,
i hope one day she can giv me a sign or answer,
after the party, i went home n wanted to sleep,
but the whole night i couldnt sleep,
i dunno why i keep thinking about the image of her crying n sobbing,
i keep trying to close my eyes n sleep but the image keep pop out from my mind,
i hope that u will not be sad again,
everyone has their own obstacles in life,
but i noe tat u a strong girl,
u definately can overcome it,
JYJY^^!!!

Because Im too Stupid

Because Im too stupid

You, who is looking at someone else

You probably dont know how I feel

Me, who is only looking at you

Again and again the tears fall

I am happy even seeing your back

Although you still dont know my heart

In the end, you pass by me like the wind

Alone again crying for you

Alone again missing for you

Me, who is only looking at you

Im making memories myself

I think love is like a beautiful scar

Although I see your pretty smile

I cant laugh with you

The day when I keep thinking about you

The day when my heart is so cold and sad.

✖我有资格吗？✖

想你，只能默默的拥抱你的背影，

爱你，只能深深的埋藏在我的心底。。。

看着你开心，我的心房就像星光般闪烛，

看着你伤心，我的天空就像乌云般灰暗，

看着你气愤，我的思绪就像烈火般燃烧，

看着你忧郁，我的胸口就像大石板沉重。。。

每当你被欺负时，我好想奋不顾身去救你，

每当你有困难时，我好想尽我全力去帮你，

每当你与别的男生在一起时，心口好似被刺了以刀，我的心好疼，

每当考试你的成绩比我好时，尊严好似被割了下来，我配不上你。。。

每当想讨好你的心时，却担心不够浪漫，不够诚心，

每当想与你联系感情时，却害怕我做的不好，怕打扰你。。。

你的喜怒哀乐，我想了解~~~你的酸甜苦辣，我想分享。。。

你的一点一滴。我想明白~~~你的一切一切，我想拥有。。。

想让你开心，想做你男人，

想让你欢乐，想做你天使，

想让你幸福，想做你骑士。。。

真的好想好想告诉你我的感受，

因为我不愿意在原地永远只和你做朋友。。。

一次，就一次，我真心祈求上天让我保护你，

让我拥有你，让我拥抱你，让我~~~好好爱你。。。

总觉得自己好胆小，不敢向你示爱，

总觉得自己好没用，不能为你付出，

总觉得自己好窝囊，什么~~~也做不到。。。

害怕知道答案，怕你拒绝我，

害怕知道结果，怕你离开我，

害怕知道结局，怕你不要我。。。

即使渴望你的眼，即使渴望你的唇，

即使渴望着你的心，即使渴望着你的人，

我还是无法对你说~~~我~~~真的好爱你。。。

因为我知道~~~我没资格去爱。。。

BLOOD: The Last Vampire

after the camp, my dad took me to jusco tebrau city and see BLOOD:The Last Vampire....i was expecting to be nice to see...but in the end it was not nice...so disappointed....i tot it would be as nice as the animation one...when SAYA killed every blood suckers...the blood tat came out was DAMN FAKE!!!!and the ending SUCKS too...ONIGEN died to fast...the fighting part of SAYA and ONIGEN was too short...haiz...should not see this movie...

FGC's ENTHEOS Camp

i went to this camp for 4 days and 3 nights....went there at wednesday and came back at saturday....the camp was awesome!!!...and i reli felt the presence of GOD during the camp...i learnned many things over there from the camp speaker Pastor JAMES....he was hilarious and his sermon was meaningful...his sermon reli touched my heart..... the camp also had two workshops...the first workshop is"FGC's GOT TALENT"....we were grouped and was given a drama title for us to act out...my group was given "INFERNAL AFFAIRS"....the other groups were "DA CHANG JIN","THE SECRET","BOYS OVER FLOWERS","THE INCREDIBLES","CAST AWAY"and"HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL"...we were suppose to think a 8minutes drama...and we finally did it....our group got 2nd place^^....at the 2nd workshop, we were seperated into boy and girl group....and we were praying and soaking wif the presence of GOD for 2 and a half hours...and it was GREAT!!!....during night times, we had fellowships wif our own cell group members...we chat,eat and ply together in hotel rooms^^....after this camp, i think i changed alot...and i hope i can stay in the presence of GOD everyday....cos when i was soaking in the presence of GOD, i was very happy....i also hope tat the nex coming youth camp would be exciting^^